Fearless

Today as I was sitting in the hairdresser's after dropping the kids at their first day at school my phone rang. It was my husband and I immediately new it was bad news. His job has been unsecure for a few weeks now, since they told him that their company wasn't going so well and things might change. I could hear the quaver in his voice as he told me he has to the end of the week if things don't improve. We have no annual leave and Im pretty sure we are not entitled to much else.

My head started to freak out as the hairdresser was applying my foils and immediately I wanted to grab her hand and tell her to stop as "i can't have my hair done now we wont have a job...there will be no money for hair!"....but I didn't. 

Then my brain started spinning in all sorts of directions contemplating 'what the hell am I thinking going to New York on holiday on friday?!....we wont have a job...there will be no money for New York".

Then I heard his voice...."Nic, I don't want you to worry, it will all work out and we will be fine...please don't worry". 

A calmness came over me. The voice was my husbands, but it could have been mistaken for the voice that God gave me at that moment. A calm, reassurance...all will be and always will be okay.

I'm pretty sure.